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Everyone has been wanting to know my side.. Well here it is:
I was with Joe, broke up with him, Rod asked me out two days later, I felt pressured because I liked him a little and he said he wasn't going to wait, we started to date, we got engaged, we started to fight, we stayed together because of that, I fell out of love with him, we bumped heads, he thought (as far as I know) that sex was the solution to everything (that's all he ever wanted to do), our communication went lacking, we broke up a few times, I asked Andrew out when we were separate, we got back together, he found out I liked someone else, he threatened to hurt Andrew, I ruined my friendship for him, tried to work things out (obviously didn't work), got my friendship back, Rod and I broke up..
Not much to it. Rod didn't want to get to know me. He claims he knows me but probably wouldn't know my favorite color if it was in front of his face. That's why shit didn't work out so please understand my frustration. I realized things weren't going good when I was looking at entries in my journal and they all said the same things I say now about him, about our relationship. I'm tired of feeling like crap because of the things he says to me. Things he assumes because he's not willing to listen for the truth. Not willing to listen because for the past 2 years, I've been lying to him. He can take his words, his friends words, and his family's and just shove it up his ass.. I'm tired of being bashed and hated by him.. I'm tired of feeling like something he stepped in because he needs an ego boost.. Don't bother to post anything in here.. I'm getting a new journal because I don't want to be bashed for things that aren't true. I hate judgmental people and he's completely full of it.
No tears.. I wouldn't cry over someone like that.
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